It's Been a Long Time

 It has been a long time....

I was on a roll in the month of November. But then I completely fell off. Why? Well, because I was lazy. I was in the middle of writing another blog post until the Holy Spirit started having me write more and more and more and so much more. Well it was only like two pages but I had a one page limit in my mind. This is problem number one with many believers today. When God tells us to do something, a lot of us have it in our minds to do a certain amount of work. We then except for God to pat us on the back and tell us "Well done, good and faithful servant." However, God tells us that there is more that He wants from us. This is exactly what happened when I was writing the last "should've been post." I unfortunately submitted to my flesh and turned something that should have been written in no more than an hour into a two day, then three day event, then into a post that had never been posted. The word dropped in my spirit either the end of November or in December. It is now the end of January. Last year's revelation should not be given this year unless it's truly God's will. However, in this case, it was me being disobedient to God and obedient to my flesh. I repent for my disobedience. After that, I completely stopped. But I am going to finish writing that post. So yeah, y'all gon' get this post. 

On another note, something that I realized was that I was really underestimating and, quite frankly, devaluing what God has given me. I was under the foolish impression that the assignments that God has given me won't go very far or wouldn't help a lot of people. However, I was wrong. I may have said that what God has given me to do go far religiously. But I did not truly believe it in my heart. This is why my actions would not back what I said would happen. I was under the impression that the book that I had written, The Devil Plays Chess had not sold as much. However, it did make some sales. Now don't get me wrong, it is still not a large amount of sales but I have not promoted the book. I spoke about it during one event and I posted about it on my social media once or twice. This is another reason why I need to stop procrastinating or just straight up disobeying God because I don't know who I could be missing out on helping. 

I am grateful for what God has trusted me with and I will show my gratitude by doing His will without hesitation in anything that I do. This includes being more consistent with these blog posts. I won't be perfect. However, I will do and give my best.